What do I do?
During this baseball season (I’m a freshman in high school) I barely played. My coaches were unfair and I hated every second of it. We won two games (out of like 28), I played about 7 innings or less the whole season, and it just sucked. Baseball was all I was living for and when it finally came, I just wanted it all to end. I literally just wanted to play baseball, that’s all I wanted, that is the only reason I was alive. It’s all I could think about and all I wanted, and in the end it brought nothing but anger and emptiness back to me. I asked God that if baseball was separating me from Him, and that if it wasn’t what I was meant to do, then to please take it out of my life. I won’t be there for tryouts because my family’s going on vacation. It’s been a rough year and they need it. I asked my coach what should I do and he never said anything back. I asked this about a month prior. Is it a sign to just let it go, or am I reading it wrong?