u/AdmirableAssistant55

So lately I've been thinking im fat, and ugly, despite being called 'skinny' and 'cute' numerous times. I'm constantly compared who's 'skinniest' between my homeroom classmates and i from the boys, i probably have BPD/body dysmorphia, and has led to self-loathing, criticism, self toxicity, and SH, So can any of y'all tell me ways to boost my self esteem or just compliment me?