I guess im here to kind of vent. I (35 years old) want to give some context - I don't mean to sound vain but I was always really attractive when i was in my late teens and 20s. I even dabbled a little in modeling.
I'm a short guy though, not very well endowed, and I'm a bottom. I'm unfortunately back on the dating scene after my boyfriend cheated on me with a much younger guy in his early 20s. This is the second time this has happened to me.
As I get older and am now single again, I'm finding that guys my age or older than me are not interested. A lot of my folks in my friend group are always talking about dating/hooking up with younger men in their 20s. My self confidence is definitely tanking. I often wish I was like them and that I could hookup with younger guys like that, but it's just not me and I don't have the parts for that.
The older I get the more undesirable and out of place I feel. I hate to say this. The older I get the more I dislike looking at myself in the mirror. It would be nice if I was aging more gracefully, or if I had a giant dick and a bigger frame. But I don't.
Do you guys have any advice for me? I know I am only focusing on appearances and that there is a lot more than that, but all of this is still bothering me.