u/AdorableSurround9667

I’m 33 depressed all my life. I’ve been suicidal all my life. I can’t tell if the meds are working. Tired of taking them . I’m jobless cant seem to get hired. I tried to jumpstart my life by getting an apartment I didn’t have enough income. I don’t know how to drive I’m embarrassed I get aniexty. I can’t afford a car never had one . My life sucks I’m miserable I’m single I have no friends. I just want to end my life. I pray to god seems he never hears me . I’m lost tired feel like giving up . My whole life it’s been disappointment and setbacks and failures. I feel life isn’t worth living anymore. I’m hopeless nothing to look forward to but more bad things happening.