you'd think someone would notice you're out of it, you'd think someone would talk to you, maybe even "save" you. At least that's what we see in media all the time. At the very last second of something tragic, something will happen to stop it. But it's actually so easy to just stop existing, stop being in places, stop having connections or conversations with anyone. You just stop having initiative, and you stop existing.
there is silence right now, there will be silence tomorrow, you wish someone would care but why would they? You wish your presence mattered, that you had some value. There are parts of it that are sort of positive, you can disappear without really hurting anyone, isn't that great?
I'm too tired to think why would I even want to post this, cuz I don't give a fuck about what any of you might think or say. Those who mattered realized what I am and did the right thing with that information: left.
I'm sorry.