Im the dumbest girl.
I just want to rant because I have no one to talk to.
My ex physically abused me twice, but I forgave him. Yes, I know I was dumb for forgiving him, but I loved him, and he said he would change. He eventually did change, not until I found out that he cheated on me with his colleague. I saw photos of them together going out. but he gaslight me saying they are just colleagues, nothing else.
After that, we broke up. I started talking to other guys because I was lonely and had no one to talk to.
I went to his apartment to get all of my things, and he grabbed my phone and checked all of my messages. He saw that I was talking to other guys, and then he pinched me and grabbed my hair. I know I was dumb for going to his apartment.
I dont know how can i recover this. Judge me guys,
Say something bad about how dumb i am. im already in my lowest point in life..