u/Advanced-Till8838

I need to get this off my chest because 20 minutes ago a man fully masturbated at me in a dorm.

Im solo traveling for 3 months and got to a new hostel today. I was alone in the room with one guy which is not great but I try to not immediately judge. Although at this point all men are trash and deserve the dungeons.

Guy was being chatty and we talked for a bit, asked if I wanted to smoke ( I didnt). He was being a bit forward but I am pretty tolerant and pushed the weird vibes aside. I was in the bathroom getting ready for bed, glasses off ( crucial) and he asked what time it was ( sir you have a phone). I told him and he said no come here so I can see you? I poke my head around the corner and and almost 100 percent he was masturbating but as said I regretfully didnt have my glasses on. Me being not afraid of confrontation and sick of men's shit loudly go "what are you doing"? And he's like nothing and I go back to the bathroom to regroup then put my glasses on walk back out to confirm and did pretty much confirm but then a new girl walks in and he suddenly is fully under the covers.

I pull her out and say we must go, so room change and the desk was super nice and said if I could say 100 percent they would call the police but I couldn't which is really upsetting me because I would have loved for him to get taken away. Im just glad If it had to happen to someone that I am able and willing to literally fight a man and not someone younger and less sick of people's shit.

Anyways female only dorms from here on out, those have been my best experiences on the trip by far anyways.

I just wish as a women I could just exist safely and without the constant need to be aware of men. I don't care if its not all men, it's always men.

Ive had some mixed dorms experiences that were just lame but nothing this bad before :( probably be more upset when the adrenaline wears off. Remember girls you don't need to be polite and always trust your gut.

Ws46 from toronto to dublin was supossed to take of 930 but had mayience or something Please track my plane if you can, im about to turn back in the walkway. I don't think my medication is working and I feel like im in flight panic mode right now. I don't know if I should get on.

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the plane feels so swayish I hate the turns does everything look normal 😕

On the way to the airport for my 930 pm flight ( making it way worse as i feel so much safer being able to orientate and see whats happening during take of and the entire trip but i couldnt find a affordable day crossing :( ) from toronto to Dublin right now to start of my 3 month europe backpacking trip. I would really appreciate some tracking later if anyone has the time (ws46 9:35 pm toronto to dublin)

I've been okay up to now but I am just getting insane intrusive thoughts, i will have no anxiety then get bad spikes and almost vomit. Like my worst ones are around takeoff and the acceleration and imaging collisions. Then midair where I feel like most people can kind of relax is bad to because I am literally sitting there tense imaging at any second the plane is going to start nose diving, something will explode, or get hit and so I sit there like the tension in my body is the only thing keeping the plane in the air. Essentially just waiting for the other shoe to drop.😅

But I do have medication that I will take about 40 minutes before boarding and again on board depending. Im not sure what im asking for maybe just encouragement so I don't chicken out because I'd much rather turn around and just stay with my dad for the summer right now lol.