

1500mg + daily habit. Really want to get my life back.
I think it's time, today has really made me look at my life and I've realized 7oh is in the center of it. All I do is work, and lay in bed. No car, no license, just a job, a good paying job yet I'm still late on the rent every month. I'm just over it.
I'm thinking of getting SR and quit K to hopefully help me start living a life.
I've been an addict for 15 years, starting with opioids, then poppy seed tea, then kratom, then 7oh. Always need a substance to avoid the consequences of my life. I honestly don't know who I am anymore. I lost relationships, friendships and family because of it, not to mention my health and teeth. Life just doesn't seem recoverable at this point
I guess my question is, is there a point where it just doesn't make sense to quit and your better off just try to minimize the damage, and get your habit under control. I just don't think I'll like what I see when I get sober