Please Don’t Give Up
I’m currently at 31 days off 7. What you’re going through is nothing to be ashamed about. Many of us fell for the trap. Waking up in withdrawal every single time you go to sleep, sneaking off every 1-2 hours to dose, pouring thousands of dollars into a chemical just to “feel normal”, the sweats, no energy, no motivation, overwhelming sense of doom. I know all about it. You try to quit but it’s both physically and mentally unbearable. Quitting seems impossible right now. It’s not.. the thought of quitting was almost funny to me just 32 days ago. This group he’s helped me through one of the hardest times in my life. From the success post to the people begging for help. You guys showed me I wasn’t alone. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I lost my house, 6 figure job, friends, briefly split from my wife. I’ve lost everything. At the time I thought this was it. I thought my time was near. That sense of doom will devour you. But it’s not real, it’s the 7. No one knows the long term effects yet, but I can tell you it gets pretty dark around year 2. To the person that’s in the same boat I was in not too long ago, one day at a time my friend. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Stop hiding from it and face it head on. You got this and I wish the best for every single one of you. It’s sad how large this community has become, but we couldn’t be more blessed to have all this support whenever we need it. Again, YOU GOT THIS.