u/feelingfreefromFF

Hey all - still in the first week of this. Quit with a bumpy taper from 1000mg/day to about 50 or 100mg per day for 2 weeks, then I dose of 50mg, now nothing. Have help meds (gaba, trazadone, hydroxazine).

Nothing is bringing me the littlest bit of happiness and it’s making life very difficult right now in a way I did not understand was possible.

I am gonna try to take a run after work.

Anyone else feel like this was so incredibly not worth it?

I have experience with alcohol withdrawal, which was terrible, but usually by day 3 I was ready to try to get back in the saddle. Right now I just feel flat anhedonia. It’s making it hard to stay straight. Let alone the physical piece. I truly hate this stuff