u/Lopsided-Set9034

I intentionally deprive myself of any 7 on weekends to give my body a couple days to recover. Seems like all I need is one to reset my bowel system and get it moving again. Every weekend the only real issue I have is insomnia and restless legs. Maybe I’m not giving myself long enough to really feel the withdrawal symptoms. During the week I take 200mg daily. (8 25mg tabs). Never more never less. I mow every weekend and always sweat my ass off so maybe that helps flush some of it out. I want to fully quit but I honestly don’t think I’m quite ready yet

I have to buy my 7oh online now because my state outlawed it. Now it seems the only joy I have in my life is getting the delivery notification usually every Monday. I took my wife and kids on a vacation to the beach and cut our vacation short a day because I ran out and I knew they were in my mailbox waiting. Drove eight hours home with the biggest “I’m such a piece of shit failure”imaginable while fighting early withdrawal symptoms. I ran out Saturday and had to call in sick to work today because my mind is in a really scary place. Just needed to vent a minute I guess. Thank you if you read this far

My second go around quitting because my dumbass found a loophole to still get them shipped to my state. Day 3 quitting CT and my symptoms are different this go round and I have no idea why. So far I obviously have the restless legs and it seems like that’s a mainstay for everyone. The other two are different than last time. I’ve noticed I’m coughing and my nose is pouring and finally, I know this is personal, but I’m extremely horny which is weird. Like I can’t get enough. When I’m on 7oh my libido is at zero and I’m so disinterested in sex of any kind.

I quit CT for over a year and the cravings really went away. Only way I was able to quit was my state outlawed it. Couple weeks ago I found a website that still ships to Louisiana. I’ve noticed when I take 7oh now my body unconditionally spasms and twitches. To the point it’s almost concerning. Mainly my arms and legs will twitch like crazy.