u/throwaway234618

Script botanicals

Ok yall I pushed it too far on these. Found them after I relapsed on 7 and they aren’t 7 or M but my guess would be the corynoxin I’ve read a little about. Kept it to 2-4 a day and only dosed once a day but I slipped and they last longer effect wise than 7.

Last night wd started after about 12hrs and then today I took one at about 24 hrs just to get through the day but damnit it wasn’t nearly as bad as my 7 wds up In the high 100-1000mg but I hate that clamy feeling and sweating it tf out. I also hate the wet dreams lmfao so uncomfortable.. did it to myself though and I have a big thing this weekend.

I’m just keeping myself to minimal until Monday and then we’ll see how bad it is truly and how long these new extract wd last I’ll be the guinea pig sadly

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u/throwaway234618 — 1 day ago

The next generation of feel free samples got dropped off at the store I go to.

How do I posts pics they have these new tablets and new bottle drinks bubble gum flavored stronger than feel feee. They dropped samples off to the most plugged in shop I’ve been to yet. The tablets are weird here are the ingredients. They claimed they’re the future and better than 7 and feel free. The shot just had the usual stuff in it at higher levels

Ascend elevated kratom alkaloids

Serving Size: 1/2 Tablet
Servings Per Package: 2
Amount Per Serving
Mitragyna Speciosa
75mg*
Mitragynine
65mg
Other alkaloids
10mg/g*
7-Hydroxymitragynine
0.0001 mg/g*
Mitragynine Pseudoindoxyl
0.0003mg/g*
Dihydro-7-hydroxymitragynine (MGM15)
0.0004mg/g*
9-Fluoro-7-hydroxymitragynine (MGM-16)
0.0001mg/g*
9-Hydroxycorynantheidine
0.0002mg/g*
10-Hydroxycorynantheidine
0.0001 mg/g*
7-Acetoxymitragynine
0.0004mg/g*
Corydalis Yanhusuo
15mg®
Sceletium Tortuosum
17.5mg*

* Daily Value not established. * COALOD (FL)

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u/throwaway234618 — 4 days ago

What helped me this last week kinda weird. Anyone else try this?

Idk if people are gonna like this but it worked for me I’m not lying. The past month I had been taking one dose of 7 or mgm pretty much daily but spreading it out 24hrs.

Usually every morning otw to work to get a nice start to the day I’d take 80-100mg once and just hold myself to that one dose a day. Well I didn’t start getting sweats until about a month or more in to that.

I ended up grabbing the new cats claw stuff as it was the only thing they had that is gonna be ok to stay on the shelves. No 7 or M in the testing so idk what exactly it is. I grabbed a 4 pack cause I just hate the side effects I get from the 7 after awhile. I wanted to see what it was.

Idk what is in them but they are not nearly as gnarly as 7oh w the headaches and cravings. I used those for about a week haven’t touched 7 or Kratom and just stoped those yesterday using 2-4 tablets a day.

They got me through and I don’t have any bad withdrawals (barely sniffling, no sweats just a little weird waking up feeling, shits are semi solid, still sleeping without anything in my system at night I take everything morning then go work) now this is just my experience and I know if I keep going on those Uncaria extracts I will be in the same boat so yesterday was my last day but man it’s weird it almost worked like the ES R to just mask the withdrawal. We’ll see in 24 more hours if I’m just tripping but my last dose was yesterday at 9AM.

I feel fine. Don’t want people switching to another DOC but man it feels cleaner and not as gnarly as 7 on the brain. It worked for me this past week I haven’t touched 7 and my emotions are stable af, I’m sleeping. I’ll see how it is tonight once I’m more like 30-40 hrs out from a dose but what is in those things?? It helped a lot personally now im gonna try and abstain from everything wish me luck

I hate my job but then even days I have off I love getting a little lit. It’s a me problem lol but we’ll get there!! I’m in no way promoting the use of those new extracts just thought my experience was interesting wanted to see if anyone else had the same experience. (I know a lot of cats claw has 7 and M in them but there are ones that are tested with none in there).

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u/throwaway234618 — 10 days ago

Anyone else’s store ignore the 7oh scheduling??

I’ve been good on not grabbing any but today the girl told me maybe we’ll take it this weekend no one has said anything more to us. Every where else they cleared it are these people just ballsy??

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u/throwaway234618 — 14 days ago

New stuff to replace 7 saw some today in TX

How do I post a picture just walked in to get MIT extract and they had the new stuff.

Script x botanicals x Maui labs

Paradise blend
-invariant tomentosa extract-

100mg per tab
4tab pack

Be warned this is same bullshit I would imagine. Dude chatted me for ab 30 min good dude realizing how destructive it is but then said look these are the new things only ones I have thatre 100% ban free (other than MIT and Kratom) and lab tested legitimately. I took a pic but idk how to post that above is the front pack

Stay safe my people

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u/throwaway234618 — 26 days ago

Back at it more mild this go round

So I had previously quit CT for a whole month beginning of summer. Fucked around one day got an MIT shot couple days of the week and one of those times one of the dudes handed me a free pack of 7.

Took one threw the other out otw home, well that’s all my brain needed. Been on daily for about 2 weeks but I tried something different this time only using ~100mg once daily spread out 24hrs or more everytime but still got to daily use the last two weeks and then last few days grabbed some MGM. I also used in the beginning trying to follow the 3-3-3 rule and it seems to be a solid rule if you aren’t an addict who can’t handle boredom for the days off.

I think the MGM days in a row is what really solidified it for me again I woke up yesterday sweaty and anxious been dodging that feeling for a month thinking I found a smart way until it gets banned.

WD aren’t as bad this time around I got about 3-4hrs sleep last night after a hot shower. Woke up took my dog for a good walk. Gonna try and hit work. Last time I was coming off solid 1000+mg and it took me 4 days before I even wanted to stand up and walk.

Work is stressful and I don’t enjoy it it’s brutal that’s what always pushes me to relapse that and just the boredom. But I know it’s all fake it sucks ass even when I’m high for 30 minutes then sweat it out cause it’s so fucking hot.

I’m not one for banning stuff but I’m glad I’m gonna be feeling decent by the time it’s pulled off the shelves. We all got this wanting it is 50% trying is the other 50. Wish everyone here luck reach out if anyone needs anything

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u/throwaway234618 — 29 days ago

Sad and ashamed

Well I wa looking back to when I had really tried to stick out my quit. Would’ve been 80 days by now. Slipped up about 40 days ago and been keeping it manageable but woke up feeling trash today and just super down on myself.

No where near where I was at first few times and last time but I just don’t get it. I want to be done so bad

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u/throwaway234618 — 1 month ago

Relapses

So I got to a month completely opiate free cold turkey a 1000mgpd habit and went through some major paws. Well the past month or so I’ve been using 100mg once every 24 hrs skipping a couple days then messing w MIT and honestly a little MGM a couple days. Always allowing 24-48hrs between doses if not a couple more when I go on vacation.

I only dosed once a day the whole time I’ve been fucking up and I never got sick or sleep problems. Yesterday was my last day using for good. I was a little nervous cause I been using almost every day for a couple weeks now but like I said just once in 24hrs. Skipped a few days here and there.

I took some gabapentin falling asleep. I did this before too. Something happens when I take gaba the night of I wake up feeling more than normal and no cravings. I slept decent but woke up feeling completely normal. I’m gonna keep this as my starting point and not curse myself.

To anyone who can’t stop and wants to try and space out the doses once a day and I never did it at night as to not mess w my sleep. The goal is to quit but also have some harm reduction so if you can just try and start doing once a day. Get some gabapentin and try and see if you can get an awesome morning in.

I told myself I wouldn’t get to those 4-5days of hell ever again and I think I found a way not to. I just realize how strong the cravings are and are getting so I’m done. I don’t wanna be rough the last week it’s available. It was fun before it wasn’t hope everyone can get to have a good day here soon and see the light at the end of the tunnel or at least the momentum they need.

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u/throwaway234618 — 1 month ago

Help with cravings

I’ve been trying so hard busting ass at work, eating good, taking my supplements, getting sunlight, working out, trying to stay busy. But damn idk what it is mentally this shit has me in a grip still. It’s like I don’t know how to just sit at home bored anymore.

I went my longest w out it for a month CT quit and thought I had it but I just cant get the thoughts of it out of my head.

I keep pushing it and I need to hit a 10 day spurt and get on naltrexone. I’m not getting physical symptoms since I’m not allowing multiple days in a row of use but man the cravings come back so hard once you slip up. And I know it’s gonna be physical again if I keep it up

Any advice for cravings and stuff or anyone that’s used naltrexone with success?? I’ve also heard Retatrutide the peptide has good effects on not just food addictions but helps all compulsory dopamine type activities. I just don’t really wanna get on a peptide I’m already on TRT

It’s all day somedays I’ll be thinking about it I know how to not give in but some days I just do. I hate this shit it’s like my brain doesn’t know how to just sit there chill anymore. Plz any advice or encouragement

The first week since I CT I didn’t even wanna think ab taking anymore cause of how rough it was, but now I’m back to the mental battle and it’s a sob

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u/throwaway234618 — 2 months ago

How to deal with PAWS?

I refuse to go get anymore 7 or hydrocodone or Percocet. I can’t anymore.

Today is day 12 and physically I’m fine just still a little sweaty and certain stuff just heats me up so quick. Sleep is slowly coming back

But my mind today feels like I’m back to day 5-7 just trying to count hours to not go grab some stupid ass tabs. I’m not gonna I’m fucking done but I didn’t realize everything w this shit last times I’ve quit and now I’ve done my paws research cause In the past like most of you I’ve told myself well I’m gonna quit and just use recreationally once I feel better. I know better now I don’t want to touch it but does any have tips for what they do on those days where you just shutdown?

I legit layed on the couch most all day today. Even at day 4 I made myself workout. Shit is annoying but any tips or advice is appreciated

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u/throwaway234618 — 3 months ago

My insomnia is so bad I hasn’t slept at all today regardless of running and working out/work/sauna all yesterday but that’s just how she goes. Gonna get it today hopefully I just pass tf out tonight..

I hit an NA meeting yesterday and I feel really happy just fucking tired. They’re some good ass people

Also I have gabapentin but how much can I take to help me sleep bc I’m taking a whole regimen off vitamins and sleep stuff and my body just won’t sleep..

Fuck it we ball though if I can do it 1000mg+ a day CT yall can do any amount below that I swear. My mindset just has to stay positive I’m really catching myself this time

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u/throwaway234618 — 4 months ago

Anyone tried this nootropic for PAWS?? I really think I’m gonna order some has anyone had success? Someone messaged me and I read up on it and I think I’m ab to cop a nasal spray bottle it’s 35 for like 180 hits. It’s not addictive and literally just jump starts your dopamine and brain stuff. Super interesting look it up lmk if anyone has tried

im nervous ordering stuff that says not for human consumption now lmao. Should’ve remember my good ol k2 high school days when everyone was getting drug tested by their mom or PO lmao

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u/throwaway234618 — 4 months ago

It’s 530 I’m emotional this morning but I checked my day 5 on my mirror looking myself in my baggy ass depressed eyes. Sounds like I’m sad I’m just tired and exhausted.

I truly feel so much better I just am still upset at myself how much further I could be if I would’ve stuck to it the other 3-4 times. Everyone that checks this and reads it and you’ve been trying that’s all it takes you know it needs to change m. You will get it I promise. Try praying and catching your thoughts when you’re doubting yourself or being a pussy. It’s physical for 3-4 days and then it’s mental as fuck. I’m not gonna lie the mental is the hardest part. I’m gonna make myself workout and run here in an hr two when my girl gets up and then try and work today.

Man feeling your brain being rewired is insane. Keep it up yall even if you’re too scared and just one of those lurkers reading wanting to stop that’s been me for the past year. This time I’m posting and responding and trying to talk on all posts I see it really helps. My whole timeline of tik tok and everything is sober videos and I’m so grateful. I got one add for 7 while I was scrolling and it made me feel mad. I think I’ve put myself through enough wd hells I really am determined yall. If anyone needs anything help or a listening ear lmk

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u/throwaway234618 — 4 months ago

How’s everybody doing my girl is the bomb. Today I’ve walked my dog, as I’m typing this I’m in the garage finishing a lift/cardio session I read 8 chapters of the Bible and I called my family to apologize and explain why I’ve been so distant the past years but asked them to keep tabs on me if possible. This lift and run is the best thing I’ve done by far it took all my mental strength and I fucking love that I did it I was crying as I was doing my usual arm routine w dopamine flowing I guess idk. I’m very hopeful today also got some DIIMM 400mg hormone supplements I’m on TRT already and some lithium oriate. Do some reading on the lithium guys stay hopeful and strong remember that bullshit is not true happiness

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u/throwaway234618 — 4 months ago

I decided Thursday I was done. I had CT a couple months back when my girl was really sick not from WD and seeing her strength pushed me to do it. We were moving into a house and it was almost my bday I was like this is it we got this I was so motivated… well I danced with the devil we got In a bad fight and I said fuck it and went hard for about a month and a half again. I’m on day 2-3 today I’m not gonna lie yesterday I did cave cause I had to mow the lawn and clean the hose but I just got one single serve pill and I felt so fucking guilty.

I’ve some stuff as helper meds but kinda been eating them too early and passing out at 8 and waking up 3-4. Out of most of it now so I just been eating my edibles, smoking bowls, dosing vitamin c and I actually walked my dog and hit my dmt pen and cried at the beauty of what could possibly be. I want it but I just don’t get my brain. I’ve tried to quit multiple times now but I told my girl that if I can’t this time I’m going on sublocade for a month or two.

She’s amazing tho and says don’t even say that you got this I saw you last time this isn’t as bad. I just pray I can make it I hate this shit. I have to keep it on my mind and talk about it constantly to keep up for right now. I really am thinking about NA meetings.

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u/throwaway234618 — 4 months ago

I’ve kicked 7 a few times CT just grabbing a single serve pill when the dread is too much. I always last a few weeks to a couple months every time then trick myself back when I have a rough day. Then before I know it it’s two months of daily use later and I’m waking up sick in the middle of the night… I’m on my 4th time trying to kick it for good and I picked up two packs of (5) 20mg mgm tabs 100 mg total.

Is it a bad idea to use these over 3-4 days to get most 7 out of my system? Will I feel even worse after mgm since it’s still kinda an opiate or will it work bc I can take a 20mg tab of this mgm and not be sick for 12+ hrs where w 7 I feel sick in the middle of the night. Any help is appreciated I hate this shit and I really think that SR stuff is a myth lol. Everyone praises it but no one can seem to say where to get it or show it.

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u/throwaway234618 — 4 months ago