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In latest vlog she admits she shouldn’t have done her hair before the twins birth and she was stupid and essentially “didn’t know”. She said something like “you usually have time even after your water breaks” and said sometimes they send people home to wait. This idiot didn’t get the message at ALL through her head that she has a severely high risk pregnancy with twins that came two months early with breech positioning. She thought it was just like her regular single nearly full term pregnancy?! How can you be so incredibly clueless that your premature twin birth is an EMERGENCY? Even though she admits she shouldn’t have done that I really still don’t feel like she understands how incredibly INCREDIBLY dangerous her actions were. Saying she didn’t know? What? Edit: Go watch back the original footage and she’s laughing away, not a care in the world, taking time to eat some eggs she made Erik make her (even though she knows she’s a prime candidate for emergency surgery and shouldn’t have full stomach for that). Laughing, making Erik take photos, calling Kory, filming her stomach from all angles. Laughing in the car when the doctor had called to ask where they were and Erik said she’s doing her hair. Colleen says in this new vlog she doesn’t want anyone to think that was the right thing to do and she’s embarrassed now but the video still remains up with over 7 million views. Guess she doesn’t care all that much about spreading misinformation.

In the latest vlog she’s talking about moving out of the rental. At one point she shows her cat sitting in front of a large monitor and there’s a video on to entice the cat to swat at the things on the screen. You can hear her kids laughing in background. I hope that that monitor isn’t property of the rental because there’s room for damage and her not caring what happens to it. If it’s Colleen’s property though why isn’t she worried about the cat causing damage to it? Has she declawed her cats? That honestly wouldn’t surprise me if she did something so cruel for her own convenience. I can’t imagine not being worried about damage to a screen if the cat had its claws in tact. Makes me wonder if Gus had his claws or not.

It’s pretty clear from the recent posts “defending” Josh that it’s him pretending to be a random person online. He’s done things like that in the past and it’s not out of character for him. The amount of time the one poster spent going on and on about Josh made it pretty clear it was him in my mind. For him to make a “goodbye” video and then to IMMEDIATELY get back on Reddit is really indicative that he’s got an active addiction and he needs to treat it as such. The comments people make about him are not healthy for him to read and it just makes his negative mindset spiral more. If Josh is going to ever get better he must stop checking Reddit, stop making videos where he is the speaker in screen, stop commenting on other people’s videos. This is behavior a teenager would do. He must enter adulthood. He must stop this petty shit that is meaningless at the end of the day. People online don’t define your worth. Have a real life with real people and stop engaging in this immaturity. I wish him well but to post a goodbye message and then to apparently immediately get on Reddit is not helping him

This whole moving saga she’s been doing for the past few months is bizarre. If you’ve bought a house what circumstances would necessitate you having to hurry up and move out. Then she goes to her moms house and then a rental and then her moms house again and then another rental and now she’s talking about leaving this rental again and going to her moms house. How do you buy a house and need to leave it? It makes no sense. If she is dealing with money issues the writing was on the wall with that years ago and she should have made plans to sell and move to a less expensive house two years ago. This is so bizarre but it’s such horrible parenting to uproot your children unnecessarily like this over and over

I’d like to document here that Rachel Ballinger knows she’s engaging in dangerous behavior when she vlogs and drives as she says in the vlog called “The Last Show!!!l”. She talks about driving from Philadelphia to Connecticut. She says, quote, “I was driving and I am driving F, he’s in the back seat, so I am not pulling out my camera, I am not taking out my phone, I am eyes on the road, hands on the wheel”. When she one day kills or injures another driver and kids in ANOTHER car let the court have this as evidence she very well knows that using her camera and vlogging while driving is dangerous. But she does it anyway. I guess other people’s families in their cars don’t matter. Only when she’s got a kid in HER car. What an asshole.

I think part of the issue here (as it is with most people who decide to post their lives online for mass consumption) is everyone feels they are the most important person on the planet and their view, their opinion is of paramount importance at all times. They likely had this as part of their inherent personality to begin with but then online comments feed that need for attention. At their core, Colleen, Rachel, Josh, Adam are all in the same “illness” - a loop of feedback telling them that everything is and should be at an 11 at all times and their every thought should be filmed or posted as it happens. The reality is this documentary thing is not an issue. Adam was asked, he has his own valid reasons for not wanting to be involved, Josh has his own reasons for wanting to be involved etc. but they’re collectively behaving like children going on and on about nothing. Josh prods Adam, Adam prods back by making a video about Josh, and over and over. This is not an issue anyone cares about. But they’re can’t stop talking about it because they think every thing is an indignation and drama This is all fundamentally ego in everyone’s parts. Stop and realize no one cares about this. It’s done. One person wants to do it and the other doesn’t. Who cares ?

In Rachel’s vlog from Philly she says “Abbie’s taking us to some market”. It’s pretty clear they are in Reading Terminal Market. There’s no sense of explaining anything to the audience about the name of the historic market, etc. it just feels weird to me that they spend their lives vlogging and never really teach the audience anything new about places they visit. There seems to be no real research about where they are. They just show up. Colleen apparently has Rachel’s camera and is taking footage for her and they title the vlog “scandal in the parking lot” because at the end I guess Rachel has slapped Abbie’s butt and Colleen makes a big deal out of it. Her kid is right there and Colleen is going on and on about how Rachel was grabbing Abbie’s butt. I can only wonder what F thinks when his parents act like obnoxious teenagers all the time. They vlog getting off the plane on the walkway out of the plane. It’s just so incredibly obnoxious.

Let’s all remember when Colleen was sobbing pre-COVID that she had to be away from her golden child for a night or two. SOBBING. Cut to the past month and 3-4 nights to Nashville and Atlanta away and then almost immediately after that a fun trip to Vegas for a few nights and then now 3-4 more nights to Philly and Boston. FOUR adults traveling on all these trips. They can bring F on this latest trip but not the other two with FOUR ADULTS to take care of three kids total. Guess being away from the twins for three trips in a row isn’t so emotional for her huh? These people are vile to leave behind two kids when they have so many people to help them.

On the podcast Colleen is blindfolded and Erik gives her different candy to identify. This is the worst podcast content anyone can think of. It’s pointless. Erik looks at the candies in front of him like Mike and Ike’s and Good and Plenties and he says “who is buying these?” And “there are people that have generational wealth because of this”. Yeah uh that’s what we’re all wondering about Colleen too - who is buying tickets to her show, how did she amass wealth from what she does. Who the hell is buying that? The irony completely goes over his head.

I was struck that Adam noted in a recent video he was in talks with Vidcon about if he was going to attend or not. At one point he told his mother he didn’t want to take the call with them and he asked his mother to do the call instead. I can’t imagine being an adult and asking my mother to intervene for me. He’s like 23 years old. He’s not a teenager. But the mentality of having your mom run interference for you really strikes me as how different this generation might be than past generations. It’s inappropriate for a parent to be involved like this in their adult child’s business dealings.

I think this makes Colleen’s predatory behavior standout even more because she’s dealing with a generation of young adults who are still functioning as children in many ways with their mom having to step in when they can’t handle adult interactions (in this case a difficult business conversation). If you are a young adult reading this it is so important you do not have your parents doing this for you. Companies are dealing with you as an adult. If I had a 23 year old tell me to talk to their mom I’d be really disappointed at the level of maturity that shows. I do support Adam overall so this critique is less about him and more about a generational trend I see where adults in their 20s still see themselves as children who need to get their mom involved when things get hard.

He gets annoyed at her yawning and he looks off to the side a lot and it’s the first time I’ve thought he really is so sick of her. Look at the 13:50 minute mark onward. He looks miserable and he’s so annoyed with her. Look at his expression at 14:08. He hates his life

I think Rachel mentioned an agent in a recent vlog. That agent no doubt had a role in getting her into vidcon. My question is why an agent wouldn’t cut and run from a client like this. Surely she’s not even making them that much money? Surely you’d want to distance yourself as an agent all things considered, no? I’d love to know who represents her and if they have a history of representing other problematic people. Even without being problematic she’s got such low views how is she making anyone any money?

When I looked last night only 118 tickets were sold for Nashville tonight. Some in the balcony or back so you know those are probably not fans. It really only looks like the front 6 tables with 12 each have people. Then a few more on back tables. If you look at the venue room online it’s going to look SPARSE in that big room. There will be more empty tables than full ones. Imagine flying yourself and needing your husband, sister and her partner to babysit you to do a show for basically 100 people and then some people there just to see the spectacle of it all. And in her vlog she said again she’s still working on the show…that was just days away. lol. It is wild that she truly thought she’d go to a smaller venue and be able to fill it.