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I randomly somehow had a past video of hers from 3 years ago pop up. It was something about it being F’s birthday and I guess she was stressed from throwing a party and for some reason there was a new, untouched cake she had in front of her that she talks to the camera about and she’s saying she deserves some cake after her hard day. How she eats it, to me, points to her narcissism. Anyone who had a whole cake in front of them would cut themselves a piece and put it on a plate and eat it so that if anyone else wants cake later it’s free to have more pieces cut and the cake is kept free of germs.

That’s NOT how she eats cake. She just takes a fork and digs into the center of the whole cake. Bite after bite. Ruining it for anyone else after her. She doesn’t even seem to consider anyone else might want a piece later. She just destroys it with her fork. I remember seeing her do this in other past videos too. I think election night 2024 she did the same thing. Pulled out a whole cake and just ruined it by eating from the top. It’s really weird and it’s something a child would do. To me, that’s how you identify a narcissist lol. No consideration at all for anyone else. She’s gross

In one vlog Rachel is driving and Colleen’s in the passenger seat and Abbie’s dad is in the back seat. They are going to Home Depot or somewhere like that. Rachel has the camera in her hand and is going back and forth between her and Colleen as they drive through talking about nothing. She shows Abbie’s dad in the back seat and he doesn’t really say or do anything. They have no shame to sit there while driving giggling like idiots engaging in dangerous driving with this guy in the backseat. They literally think their every word is so hilarious. Can you imagine being in that backseat having to watch these idiots? The dad obviously has bad judgement too to be actively supporting Colleen at her show and to now be doing endless work for her but I was stunned they were vlogging while driving with him in the backseat

In a vlog Rachel said she and Abbie just did content to taste testing Dunkin Donuts stuff. She says it’s not sponsored by them but there is content for another thing in there and she then whispers to the camera “but you can skip that”. I’m sure her sponsors love to hear she’ll take their money and then actively encourage her audience to NOT watch the as they are paying her to do. Why on earth would any sponsor want to work with her? So incredibly unprofessional. I forget who she said the sponsor was (some food thing) but is she not at all concerned they will see her basically sabotaging their ad???

In a vlog from a week ago Colleen, Rachel and Abbie and making something with ice cream or gelato and as Colleen and Rachel have their backs to the camera Abbie mugs to the camera sticks her finger in the ice cream, licks her finger, puts it back in, eats some more, laughs and smiles to the camera and does it again. If someone did this in my home, I’d be done with them. It’s one thing to maybe do this jokingly to your intimate partner (even then it’s gross) but to knowingly contaminate someone else’s food is disgusting and rude and selfish. It’s what a child would do. I’d never want to eat any food she ever made if I was Colleen and Erik. The fact that she did it laughingly is sick. A grown ass woman who thinks it’s funny to contaminate someone else’s food with her spit. GTFO

If Christopher and his family have been in Spain for over a year now why is there no mention of Colleen making a short trip to go see them? She could fly to France to see Taylor Swift concert with no care about that so it’s not out of character for her to do a short long distance trip. If “family is everything” to her as she keeps saying over and over why is there zero mention of getting over to Spain (even by herself or with Rachel). Guess Taylor Swift was more important than her niece and nephews. She has time to go, no job holding her back, why not fly over for a few nights to visit them? Funny how her priorities shift huh.

I just watched Rachel talking in her vlog about moving all the stuff out of the pods. She said she was on every shift moving stuff and it was so hot and Abbie helped and cousin Andrew and their dad and Abbie’s dad and Erik and she said and “Colleen came and looked”. What a spoiled princess asshole she is. She’s able bodied and it’s her house and she watched everyone else do the work for her. Rachel needs to go no contact with Colleen. She’s an abusive user. Who in their right mind sits back and watches everyone else unload a house worth of stuff and you just sit and watch. Erik needs to divorce her. Rachel needs to go no contact. I’d be livid if I were them. She’s pure evil. There is no excuse for that.

Colleen said she was going to name new cat “cookie” but they ended up going with Minnie. If you had an illicit group of child fans you were grooming called “the cookies” would you really ever even CONSIDER naming your cat to remind you of the group you were vehemently denying you were grooming? I guess she still doesn’t get it. Nothing about this clicks for her at all. No shame.

It is insane to me she has apparently no negative connection to that name at all given the magnitude of what she was exposed as doing. That was the FIRST thing I thought of with that name. It’s like she’s completely blocked out anything about this. She referred to a slumber party a few weeks ago. There is NO awareness at all about this for her that those are very charged words associated with the negative things she did to end her career

Their latest Relax podcast episode was them setting camera up and the audience watching them paint. Literally as boring as watching paint dry. The sheer laziness on both of their parts to treat their self-proclaimed “job” as some random thing. Maybe the next episode will be watching them sleep. They are so incredibly unprofessional

Colleen referenced in today’s vlogs how she loved doing livestreams and I guess she wants to do them again in the future. For someone who ended her career in part from things she did in a livestream (ie asking Adam if he wanted her to send him the lingerie) you’d think that alone would be enough of a bad memory for her that she’d never mention live streaming anything ever again. But nope not her. Absolutely nothing from the past has made her think twice at all.

In their latest Relax they do it from the pool. Erik says “we’re the people with the pool. I was never the people with a pool”. Colleen says “I had a pool at my house in LA…” Did Erik not also live at and have ownership of that home? They lived there for years but I guess that was just Colleen’s house in their mind. Weird to say you didn’t have a pool when you did for years. They go on to then talk about the new house and everything wrong with it that they need to fix. But of course Colleen says she isn’t complaining but that’s literally all she ever does. They spend ten minutes going on about all the shit they have to do.

I’m just endlessly stunned that these people seem to never take care of their own children when neither of them have a job. What adults hire a nanny to take your kids all week long when you aren’t working? Didn’t they want the job of being parents? Why aren’t they taking care of their children?

She’s talking in latest vlog how they are going to turn the breakfast nook and the room open next to it into the temporary kids room and then she and Erik will sleep on trundle bed. All temporary so they can be in their house and not taking up space at her mom’s while they do work on rest of the house before they can move in. Colleen said “which is kind of fun. Erik and I were like oh my gosh it’s kinda like we live in a studio apartment! Which is fine cause that’s what we used to do. When I met Erik he was living in a studio apartment”. Uh you don’t say. So ERIK was in a studio apartment. Colleen was in a 3 million dollar mansion that Erik quickly realized he wanted to move into.

She also says, unironically, “it’s gonna be fun. It’s gonna be like a big slumber party”. Uh she might want to avoid reminding people of the term “slumber party” given she was making references to that to the kids she was grooming. It’s like she has no concept to this day that those phrases are ones she wants to avoid to remind people of her level of inappropriateness

She also laments how expensive hard wood floors are and that’s why they are getting carpet instead. Said the multimillionaire who has spared no expense in the past on whatever she wanted. Gotta pretend to be relatable about not being able to afford things while living in your 4 million dollar home

Rachel posted a short about trying a new Oreo flavor with Colleen. She referenced twisting and licking method of eating Oreo. Colleen goes “what?! What are you even talking about?!” and goes on and on about having no idea what she’s talking about and she’s aghast that Rachel would make a “saliva sandwich” with an Oreo. I’m honestly stunned she pretends to have to idea what this is when there is video footage of her doing an Oreo taste test blind challenge with Josh from 9 years ago where she opens an Oreo licks it and puts it back together again to give to him to eat and then gleefully tells him she licked it. She tries to pretend now she’s a completely different person who is so naive. She’s gross.

In another video she did with Rachel they are given a topic or word and have to say anything but the right answer. Colleen has real trouble not saying the right answer. When the question is “where do babies come from?” she laughs and says “my pussy”. No filter, no concept of what’s appropriate and the bizarre lying about licking an Oreo as being something she’s never heard of is bizarre as hell

In latest vlog she admits she shouldn’t have done her hair before the twins birth and she was stupid and essentially “didn’t know”. She said something like “you usually have time even after your water breaks” and said sometimes they send people home to wait. This idiot didn’t get the message at ALL through her head that she has a severely high risk pregnancy with twins that came two months early with breech positioning. She thought it was just like her regular single nearly full term pregnancy?! How can you be so incredibly clueless that your premature twin birth is an EMERGENCY? Even though she admits she shouldn’t have done that I really still don’t feel like she understands how incredibly INCREDIBLY dangerous her actions were. Saying she didn’t know? What? Edit: Go watch back the original footage and she’s laughing away, not a care in the world, taking time to eat some eggs she made Erik make her (even though she knows she’s a prime candidate for emergency surgery and shouldn’t have full stomach for that). Laughing, making Erik take photos, calling Kory, filming her stomach from all angles. Laughing in the car when the doctor had called to ask where they were and Erik said she’s doing her hair. Colleen says in this new vlog she doesn’t want anyone to think that was the right thing to do and she’s embarrassed now but the video still remains up with over 7 million views. Guess she doesn’t care all that much about spreading misinformation.

In the latest vlog she’s talking about moving out of the rental. At one point she shows her cat sitting in front of a large monitor and there’s a video on to entice the cat to swat at the things on the screen. You can hear her kids laughing in background. I hope that that monitor isn’t property of the rental because there’s room for damage and her not caring what happens to it. If it’s Colleen’s property though why isn’t she worried about the cat causing damage to it? Has she declawed her cats? That honestly wouldn’t surprise me if she did something so cruel for her own convenience. I can’t imagine not being worried about damage to a screen if the cat had its claws in tact. Makes me wonder if Gus had his claws or not.

It’s pretty clear from the recent posts “defending” Josh that it’s him pretending to be a random person online. He’s done things like that in the past and it’s not out of character for him. The amount of time the one poster spent going on and on about Josh made it pretty clear it was him in my mind. For him to make a “goodbye” video and then to IMMEDIATELY get back on Reddit is really indicative that he’s got an active addiction and he needs to treat it as such. The comments people make about him are not healthy for him to read and it just makes his negative mindset spiral more. If Josh is going to ever get better he must stop checking Reddit, stop making videos where he is the speaker in screen, stop commenting on other people’s videos. This is behavior a teenager would do. He must enter adulthood. He must stop this petty shit that is meaningless at the end of the day. People online don’t define your worth. Have a real life with real people and stop engaging in this immaturity. I wish him well but to post a goodbye message and then to apparently immediately get on Reddit is not helping him

This whole moving saga she’s been doing for the past few months is bizarre. If you’ve bought a house what circumstances would necessitate you having to hurry up and move out. Then she goes to her moms house and then a rental and then her moms house again and then another rental and now she’s talking about leaving this rental again and going to her moms house. How do you buy a house and need to leave it? It makes no sense. If she is dealing with money issues the writing was on the wall with that years ago and she should have made plans to sell and move to a less expensive house two years ago. This is so bizarre but it’s such horrible parenting to uproot your children unnecessarily like this over and over

I’d like to document here that Rachel Ballinger knows she’s engaging in dangerous behavior when she vlogs and drives as she says in the vlog called “The Last Show!!!l”. She talks about driving from Philadelphia to Connecticut. She says, quote, “I was driving and I am driving F, he’s in the back seat, so I am not pulling out my camera, I am not taking out my phone, I am eyes on the road, hands on the wheel”. When she one day kills or injures another driver and kids in ANOTHER car let the court have this as evidence she very well knows that using her camera and vlogging while driving is dangerous. But she does it anyway. I guess other people’s families in their cars don’t matter. Only when she’s got a kid in HER car. What an asshole.

I think part of the issue here (as it is with most people who decide to post their lives online for mass consumption) is everyone feels they are the most important person on the planet and their view, their opinion is of paramount importance at all times. They likely had this as part of their inherent personality to begin with but then online comments feed that need for attention. At their core, Colleen, Rachel, Josh, Adam are all in the same “illness” - a loop of feedback telling them that everything is and should be at an 11 at all times and their every thought should be filmed or posted as it happens. The reality is this documentary thing is not an issue. Adam was asked, he has his own valid reasons for not wanting to be involved, Josh has his own reasons for wanting to be involved etc. but they’re collectively behaving like children going on and on about nothing. Josh prods Adam, Adam prods back by making a video about Josh, and over and over. This is not an issue anyone cares about. But they’re can’t stop talking about it because they think every thing is an indignation and drama This is all fundamentally ego in everyone’s parts. Stop and realize no one cares about this. It’s done. One person wants to do it and the other doesn’t. Who cares ?

In Rachel’s vlog from Philly she says “Abbie’s taking us to some market”. It’s pretty clear they are in Reading Terminal Market. There’s no sense of explaining anything to the audience about the name of the historic market, etc. it just feels weird to me that they spend their lives vlogging and never really teach the audience anything new about places they visit. There seems to be no real research about where they are. They just show up. Colleen apparently has Rachel’s camera and is taking footage for her and they title the vlog “scandal in the parking lot” because at the end I guess Rachel has slapped Abbie’s butt and Colleen makes a big deal out of it. Her kid is right there and Colleen is going on and on about how Rachel was grabbing Abbie’s butt. I can only wonder what F thinks when his parents act like obnoxious teenagers all the time. They vlog getting off the plane on the walkway out of the plane. It’s just so incredibly obnoxious.

Let’s all remember when Colleen was sobbing pre-COVID that she had to be away from her golden child for a night or two. SOBBING. Cut to the past month and 3-4 nights to Nashville and Atlanta away and then almost immediately after that a fun trip to Vegas for a few nights and then now 3-4 more nights to Philly and Boston. FOUR adults traveling on all these trips. They can bring F on this latest trip but not the other two with FOUR ADULTS to take care of three kids total. Guess being away from the twins for three trips in a row isn’t so emotional for her huh? These people are vile to leave behind two kids when they have so many people to help them.