u/Adventurous-War-5174

I keep spiraling all the time(Stage 1 ER PR positive Her2 negative, oncotype 8 and 15, multifocal, LVI plus, nodes negative, BCS, 4 FAC chemo, radiation in march 2025, now on tamoxifen and Lupron, 39 at diagnosis, now 41). I have back ache for the last one week and I am so stressed they are mets to bone. I think I have only few years left regardless of what the stats say and I am not able to help myself - i feel like I am one whisker away from being Stage 4. I don't know what to do anymore. How to deal with this? How to navigate this ? Does it ever get better ?