u/Adventurous_Name_491

So for starters I’m not, not attracted to guys or anything but I’ve been wanting to try new things in my sex life. I love my lady and we recently have been trying anal with her and she loves it, they’re are times I’ll have my dick in her and dildo in her ass and it’s so hot. So long story short she’s gone for a week and I’ve been really horny. I’ve been hearing a lot about Prostate orgasms and it’s like the best orgasm for a male. And the thought came to mind I can use her dildo and try it on myself. It’s a dido with a suction cup on the end so I’ll do it in the shower. Is it odd that I’m actually excited to try it. I’m nervous though cause I’m scared it’ll hurt. Does anyone have any recommendations?