M28 Virgin.
Discovered porn when I was 12. Found hardcore fart porn immediately after, and it's been the only thing I watched and finished to ever since. Never told anyone obviously except for a few ppl online.
Finally after years I met a girl online who had a fart fetish too who lived relatively close. Thought I'd won the lottery. We got together for a date, went well. Went to my place afterwards. I thought this was it. my chance to finally live out my fantasy. we got comfortable, she sat on my face and she farted directly in my mouth. And I almost puked. It was the most disgusting thing I’ve ever experienced. The smell, the warmth, everything was fucking repulsive in person.
I immediately hated it and almost threw up. Instantly I knew something was wrong. It didn’t match what I’d built up in my head for years at all.
Couldn't get hard, but didn't want to make her feel bad, so I let her keep doing it while I closed my eyes contemplating my life choices.
Thought I’d move on from fart fetish stuff and tried hooking up with normal girls but can’t get hard, thought I might be gay, tried that hated it even more.
No idea what’s wrong with me so I just keep watching fart porn alone, completely unable to have normal relationships.