r/kitchencels

At least i know what the Great Shang War was

They say go outside and put in the effort to meet people but it feels hopeless each time I try. Really unofficial quesadillas, donut holes, and water.

Decided to make something palatable after feedback from my first post here. Air fried chicken breast cut up and wrapped with lettuce and Mexican style cheese with garlic aioli sauce.

I want to protect a girl from everything that would hurt her. I want to care for her when no one else does, and make her smile when she has a bad day. I want to be there when she's struggling and tell her everything will be OK. I want to love her despite her flaws, and inspire her to be better. I want to hold her tight and forget the world around us. I want us to wonder how we lived before we met each other. I want her to be the most important thing in the world to me. And I want her to love me the same.

Over done Omelette with no seasoning

This is not a joke this is how I eat

I'm so unproductive on my off days it's not even funny. I'm addicted to my phone and I can't stop. I've tried dozens, if not hundreds of times to reduce my screen time or eat less but it never works.

I fantasize about breaking my addictions to make myself feel better.

I wish I didn't do this to myself

not even joking

Had a suicide attempt recently, got myself into a hospital.

Recently tried to do at least something. My parents are poor and couldn't help for my therapy longer than some time. Crashed out. On me "it's been 2 months already! And you're not getting better! Your father works and you sit in your room doing this". Great, my only shot at a life is gone.

Startee walking, from zero jumped into walking 10-15km at once. I know I'm not doing this ideally, but I can't. Fasted for 17 days eating nothing now doing very little calories.

Today a high-schooler punched me in the face. First they ran up to me and touched my head twice. Then I, despite me being really socially anxious, told him to go fuck himself. Shouldn't have done it, my subconscious was right to tell me to keep my head down. I think that when he punched me. Although I can't remember the exact moment. Now I have a bump on my chin. Great. I was so scared.

Also just walking makes me hate life. All those people. Blessed with confidence, no mental illness, good looks, money. I don't even have parents that love me. Only chance at life they diceded was too costly. And I guess that's right, don't have enough money. But at least should have given me a childhood without domestic violence. At least give me love. Nobody loves me.

For now my goals are to continue walking, continue losing weight, work on my push ups.

idk about y'all but when it comes to looks i just let other people decide about my appearance

can admit i was and still probably am chopped asf but i always thought it was so because of my weight

started summer of 2025 at 280lbs, been on a diet ever since and have been cycling almost constantly and now i'm at 230lbs, my goal is to get to 200-190lbs

atp i'm just doing it for the sake of staying healthy rather than anything else cuz i just couldn't bare the back pain any longer

call me a fakecel and downvote my shit cuz idgaf anymore

sent at least over 200 likes on dating apps

got only 5 matches back

only 2 hang outs with the line being cut off shortly after

i'll just stay grinding until i can fix my shit and hopefully get something going in the future