u/After_Friendship_553

First I need to figure out how to actually code a ghost though..If anyone can link any page or tutorial with information on It I would appreciate It verry much

Going to rant a bit here, sorry. So, I understand some people no matter how much people they have in their life they still feel lonely. But the thing with this friend is that I always try so hard to be in good terms with her, I text her and try to hang out but she either ignores my texts or never ends up able to met up. In 2 years of friendship we have hanged out like, 5 times at most? And It's fine, I've never complained to her face about this. Even when in the first year she'd never agree to hang out with me while i saw her hanging out all the time with her other friends. Even when she started ignoring me more and more, I never complained. She has treated me awfully at times, she has done awful things to me too that I haven't said a word about. But the thing with the post she made is that It was a picture of something WE cooked together in MY house. The picture was taken inside MY house and she comes here posting about having no friends? Am I so unworthy that even after all of this, she can't consider me a friend? Am I just a filthy cockroach she doesn't even know that exists? Is she mocking me? Does she only look down on me? Why, why her, who doesn't struggle nearly as much as I to talk to other people, why her who talks to other people besides me, while I only have her. I dont even have online friends. I have no friends besides her. It makes me feel like a disgusting animal no one ever acknowledges. I wonder If anyone is ever going to love me without wanting to take advantage of me. I wonder If the day will come when im actually seen as a person.

Rant over. Sorry again. I havw a personality disorder.

Im still new to drawing in computer!,, making progress