I don’t think I want to live in this world anymore, relapse would make it more bearable

Biscoff chocolate I got for 200 days clean

u/fruite_vampyre — 3 days ago

Ranking crushes but I have awful taste

My biggest crush right now is Charlie from Smiling friends so you know I’m qualified for taste

u/fruite_vampyre — 4 days ago

List of questions I have for tman who are older

Is happiness possible?

When does the depression ends?

If I start testosterone around October could I hide it from my 80+ year old grandma until she dies?

Is girlmoding possible while being on hrt? (unsupportive people at school will kill me)

Is having friends other than my mum possibly?

How to tell my friends that i want them to stop misgendering me?

How to get people to call you by your name?

u/fruite_vampyre — 5 days ago

I’m honestly more defensive about my Oc x Canon then about my selfship

Like when it comes to shipping myself with a character I’m like: yay doubles please interact, yay I love seeing fanarts of him and other characters yayys

(⬆️read this in Hetalia Italys voice that’s how I wrote it)

But when it comes to my oc x canon, grrrrr stay away, “doubles” do not interact, people who ship the character with any other characters do not interact, grrr

And yes I’m not showing my art of them until it’s all finished because my brain told me not to do so, so it’s a secret until then, because my brain told me so

u/fruite_vampyre — 5 days ago

I see that he still has his lil purple tint in other aus too, does that mean he still has all the medical problems he has when he’s not lab made?

Like from what I know he has the medical issues from that, so he’s just a sick baby in general when it comes to other aus I assume

u/fruite_vampyre — 6 days ago

Yes there are multi coloured ones, I have mixed emotions about them

Hyuna Luka, my goats, they’re so good together what the hell

Ivan Till, I want to love them more than I do, but I do enjoy yearning and suffering so you know

Sua Mizi, the same, I want to like that ship I really do but my favourite version of it is what we have in zombie stage

Ivan Mizi, absolute platonic cinema, one of my favourite friendships in the entire series, it’s peak

Ivan Luka, woah, woahhhh 💎

Hyuna Mizi, absolute cinema, they’re so perfect both romantically and platonically, just woahh

What else I wanted to talk about? Uhhmm

I wish we saw Hyuna and Ivan interact like on any level, put them in a room together please, I wish we got to see everyone interact more, everyone in light blue circles get in a room together

u/fruite_vampyre — 6 days ago

Show me your FIRST dark ship you can remember shipping

The very first you can think of from the top of your head

Okay there was also Yuki and his brother from fruit basket but I didn’t save any fanarts or tried to look up fanfics so it’s not the same

u/fruite_vampyre — 6 days ago

7346

I’m usually not comfortable with people knowing which country I live in but like, look at this bullshit

u/fruite_vampyre — 6 days ago