I know some don't know I'm a dude bc well they're trans phobic dickshits but it still drives me mad that they use my dead name IN EVERY SENTENCE. And always talking about genders in fucked up inappropriate ways and to the people who know I'm a dude and do that, suck a bag of cocks❤
no way in hell i'm getting a job maybe ever lol
So for context, my doctor is actually the best I've ever had. She's the reason I have access to meds for ADHD and she always listens when I say I need an adjustment or possibly a new medication
For example I got put on abilify when I told her my anger and mood swings were out of control. 10/10 decision on her part, it works well with my other meds and does not cause unbearable side effects.
But over the years lol.. I've realized she is not a cookie cutter doctor. Which is good for me because I don't need that! But it's fucking funny
First, I told her my ADHD meds were affecting my appetite and smoking weed was the only way I was guaranteed to eat. I asked if she thought this was OK or if she thought I should go on another med to increase my appetite (I know lots of SSRIs do that so I was thinking maybe it'd just be a swap from Prozac to something else?)
She basically said nah just smoke your weed, we don't need more meds in your system (I am on five a day)
A few appointments later I'm like hey, I'm so depressed. Should we increase my Prozac? She was like babe you're at the max dosage.. but I hear good things about shrooms
HaHAAHAHA as a former wannabe psychonaut in college, that statement had me queefed. My doctor recommending shrooms for depression? Like I personally know how well they work but to have a doc that I trust be like "hmm. Prozac no work. Shrooms?"
Anyways I think soon I will approach her about ketamine treatment. It sounds really promising when done by professionals.
I have done ketamine before but just recreationally, not under professional circumstances. Ironically enough, it was the night I met my current cat (he wasn't mine at the time and I did the ketamine before I even knew he was being brought home. Trust me I was paranoid the entire night lmao. He was climbing the curtains and I was just holding my hands under him in case he fell. Finally he fell asleep in my lap with his little belly up.)
Anyways sorry for the ramble.
Tldr: my doctor has literally suggested I try mushrooms to treat my depression, because SSRIs ain't cutting it. And I appreciate her candor
THIS PLACE IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE
Edit: just realized I misspelled ‘stupid’ too I really cant even make a meme right fuck my stupid chungus life
I have a certain paranoia, my brain says to me that I will become an evil man the second I get on T. I also fear being kicked out of feminist spaces, so every time this happens, it hurts me a lot. Especially by a trans woman, someone I would consider an ally.
I literally advocate for all trans rights. This includes trans women. I defend them every time someone brings them up. If trans women have 100 defenders, I’m one of then. If they have 1 defender, I am that defender, if they have 0, that means I’m dead. Got it?
I just… wanted to talk about transmasc issues, that’s all. No one talks about them, all the feminist spaces I’m in only talk about transfems, and sometimes nonbinary people, so I wanted to share some of my struggles.
But if I argue we should have a word, I’m just a privileged men, wanting to take space away from them.
EDIT: THIS IS NOT ABOUT ALL TRANS WOMEN. JUST BECAUSE 2 OF THEM WERE MEAN TO ME DOESN’T MEAN I NOW HATE THEM AND THEY HAVE TO BE HARASSED. Leave them alone
POSITIVE MEME FOR ONCE WOOOOOOOOOO
I hate, I hate, I hate.
Feeling like AM rn.
both of these happened while i was at work at my full time stressful ass job. i dont even really feel like i can blame either of them but at the same time i would really like to be financially stable enough for a single month to not have to grind like a motherfucker, i make more than enough to cover for me and my wife to live comfortably!! and the worst part is i willingly signed on to help them and let them live with me. hell of my own creation. if im being a cunt please sound off in the comments i am just buzzing with nervousness about being able to afford rent this month :)
EDIT: Forgot that important context is that im polyamorous, was with my wife while me and my ex were together, and it makes everything 1000000 times messier. also probably adding too many details so im gonna delete this after a few days, i appreciate y'all
(for the record, im absolutely sure that all genders pull this bullshit also, ive just only had experiences with men doing this. but this is very much not a gender specific issue)
psa for people who like sadomasochism, breath play, etc !! it is fine to have those kinks !!! lots of people do !!!! but there is NO excuse for just fucking hitting or choking someone before making sure theyre okay with it !!! literally just talk it out beforehand !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why does this need to be explained man whyyyyy whyyyyyyy
i just recently had to cut off this dude after i kept having to RESTATE the fact that i DO NOT want to be hit, which i first had to make clear after he lightly smacked my face out of nowhere in the middle of a make out session (not to mention choking me without consent before we had even done anything more than cuddle a little). his reasoning for doing it was that he didnt wanna be awkward by asking first. motherfucker how is it better to hit someone without their consent than it is to maybe be a little awkward by asking for permission ?????????? kept slapping my ass after that btw. literally whats not computing in peoples heads about this ????????
its so easy to ask for consent guys its so easy please its so fucking easy just ask just ASK
Also enjoy the ancient meme format, it popped in my head exactly how I made it while thinking about this stuff
This is a generalization and a vent post. Not all passing trans girls are like this, just some that I have interacted with. I very much dislike 4chan.