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Last April, I became engaged. Soon after, I deployed and the relationship completely fell apart. By July, we had called it off. Not long after, I became involved with this guy. He was everything I was missing and I finally felt seen by someone in a way none of my other partners had ever made me feel. It was a very intense connection and I fell for him... fast. About 2 months later, his unit sent him to another country, and we decided to not do long distance. But it hard for both of us, we just didn't know how to make it work. The thing is... despite that conversation, nothing really changed. I even saw him again briefly a few weeks after he left and it was like nothing had changed. We continued talking for months, even after I'd returned back home. But then... out of nowhere he stopped talking to me. I gave him space and reached out a few weeks later. He replied and we started talking again. And then he ghosted me... again. I can't move on. I won't reach out ever again, but I am devastated. I wanted this to work more than anything in the world. It's been 4 months and I'm still SO sad.