u/Affectionate-Tank508

So I am having a jaw surgery and I can't help but think about what if people treat me better and pay more attention to me once I go back to college next semester. I think I will appreciate having an easier time socializing, but that I'll have resentment of why people treat me better now even though I am the same person inside. I am also worried that the surgery will make very minor improvement of how I look aesthetically and nobody will care or notice and will just ignore me as they always do