I'm afraid we might not make it
I've been in a LDR for a little over a year. We're from different countries, met irl after 8 months of LDR and spent together a little over 3 months. I came back home 3 months ago and we've been fighting non-stop for at least two weeks now. I knew readjusting to ldr would be difficult but it is getting BAD. We've argued before but NEVER like this, in the past week we've had such bad fights we discussed breaking up.
Yesterday it reached a whole new point with him saying a bunch of things he would've never said before. I know I can be hard to deal with sometimes but yesterday I just sat in silence reading what he was saying in shock. He told me he was just so tired that he needed to think about our next steps so today I asked him and he said he still wanted to be with me but that we had to agree to work on things and maybe even look for professional help. Somehow we ended up fighting again and now we agreed on giving each other some space for a couple days.
I don't know how we got to this point and I am so so afraid of loosing him because I know he is the loml.
I'm so afraid we won't even make it to our next meet up date which is in November.
Help. If you have any advice I'll really appreciate it.