Met ex after 1.5 years and now I am not able to understand myself ??
So I got dumped since my ex had commitment issues never discussed as well he never confessed love but I was way too attached ,I had worst time ,cried every night for 4-5 months slowly it reduced,he never bothered to check on me ,or wish on bdays ,
I did not feel ready to date anyone new,after 1.5 years I get text for the first time ,we met,he apologised for ghosting and said family issues was the reason he could not continue as there was no future as he is from different community. For that last time we got involved physically it felt weird in moment he told this will be last time I did get emotional which I guess made him feel off , he did not reach out to me again it’s again no contact ,after that I no longer have hard feeling towards him ,how did it happen ,I thought it world be painful after last meet but I kind of feel lighter
I am unable to understand why I am feeling this drastic shift in myself!!!!