I need help what is going on
Hey guys,
I’m dating my girlfriend since 1,5 years she has clearly BPD. Also she drinks a lot so did she yesterday. I need to figure out if she meant it or not or if this is just a „split“
So yesterday I don’t know what went wrong. I mean I have some issues too everyone does.
Yesterday we normally pls ed our games together as usually then later that day she gets suddenly a call and then played with her friends I’m okay with that ( don’t like sudden changes tho)
She wanted me to go to sleep when I decided to not to do so cause I’m sick I can stay home.
She told me few hours later „told you go to bed“
I played my game meanwhile and I were with others
Then I saw her Ingame too so I texted her Ingame
„Why u texted me going to sleep playing with „friends“ rn xD „
She responded „oh ok“ then „I break up with you“ and „ I mean it“
So I got in panic really bad so I kinda spammed her till she blocked me On discord and only told me „ shut up“
She didn’t even block me on Instagram or didn’t remove me from her Status or anything.
So I don’t know if she meant it or what am I supposed to do I’m kinda struggling with this right now please help me guys