u/Agent-Milk

I (15M) have been addicted to porn for about 3 years. It really fucked me up, not my perspective on women its just hard to not live with it.

I did the mistake of sending her the message admiting to it after she now is asleep and im terrified. She helped me through a nicotine addction and ive been clean since last december. But this i think my break our relationship, wwre really close and im proud to call her my girlffriend, bestfriend etc. But to somepeople watching it is considerd cheating and i relapsed on porn tonight. Im trying to get clean BECAUSE of her. Im really scared. Ill update later after ive tried to sleep and after school.