u/Aggravating_Oven_846

So i made a post maybe 2 weeks ago when i said me and my boyfriend did it for the first time on the 25th of april and since then we did it twice , we used protection every time and didn't find any holes after but I'm still anxious about pregnancy , I'm supposed to get my period tomorrow but I've been craving sweets and i started to smell things more intensively which is kinda scaring me.

I know some people will laugh at this post and make fun of my dumbness but it is hard for me to live with a brain like this where i cant enjoy things im supposed to just because im paranoid .

So basically me and my boyfriend did it for the first time on April 25th. We used a condom the whole time, it wasn’t expired and didn’t break or leak (he checked after).

Before he came, he pulled out and took the condom off, and finished on my stomach. It got on my hand too, and ever since then I’ve been overthinking everything. I’ve always been kind of anxious about pregnancy, and i don’t remember exactly what I did right after, which is also stressing me out. I’ve read that sperm dies pretty quickly once it’s outside so i guess there’s nothing to worry about, but my brain won’t let it go.

Also, I use two period tracker apps and one says I was already in my fertile window at that time, the other says it only started on April 30th, so now I don’t even know what to believe.

I know this might sound dumb, but I don’t really have anyone I can talk to about this.

How worried should I actually be?