u/Aggravating_Paw_600

I used to have friends up until age 17 when the emotional abuse and trauma took away my self confidence, sense of self and safety in public and I started isolating myself and lost all my friends within couple of years and now am totally without friends so can I do it again while i am socially anxious and come across as tense and unfriendly and other times as desperate and people pleasing..

Has anyone here overcame the fear of being disrespected, rejected, mocked, ridiculed by others. I am in my 30s and have history of childhood emotional abuse and trauma which made me like this where i am hyper sensitive to others behavior towards me and always hyper vigilant and bracing for my fears to come true mainly because my mom was always angry, disrespectful and rejecting towards me in my teenage also am very much sensitive and affected by unfriendly, unkind people and their cruel or unfriendly behaviors and expressions towards me ..has anyone overcame this horrible fear..please