Alone
F(27) My loneliness has gotten so bad that I don’t even care what happens to me. Whether it’s from a disease or accident. Honestly it would be just my luck to end up leaving this world in such a depressing way, and I just don’t care anymore. I haven’t had a true best friend in over 10+ years nor have I ever had a significant other or partner because I wasted my childhood and young adult years being shy and socially avoidant. Now I cant even see 10 years into the future for myself. I genuinely cannot think about what my future might be because a part of me doesn’t see myself existing past the age of 40 let alone 30. I at least have my parents but once they’re gone then Im done. There would be no point in staying. I truly think loneliness is going to be the thing that gets me in the end. It’s obviously worsened my depression if this dumbass post doesn’t say it. Fuck my life bro for real.