Ugly cry songs made with pure emotion
I don't really know how to specify my criteria other than giving examples of what I mean. I've tried a handful of ugly cry/spiraling/suicide/sh playlists on spotify and while I nabbed a few nice tracks from those over time, nothing really hits like my main lineup:
Cacola - Death (my entire life revolves around this song I swear, I can't imagine what inspired this song other than the raw brain waves of dying and coming back to life 100 times a second, for years)
Post Malone - Laugh It Off (losing someone by keeping it all in)
Ren - Suic*de (specifically the last part)
Father of Death - Happy Jazz Shit (iykyk)