u/Agreeable-Stress3085

so i'm currently suicidal & cutting but from when i started gaining anxiety & getting panic attacks i became suicidal within a year or so (though i was apathetic towards death before that) & then i started intentional sh after; so im just wondering if this is a normal pace/progression for someone to degrade (mainly prompted by me realizing that people can sh without being suicidal despite already knowing this info)