dealing with so much stress i feel like im going to die
throwaway, i am dealing with a lot of uncertainty and uncomfortable situations in my personal and work life. Im worried about getting too specific because i think someone could tell who i am based on details. Long and short of it is, family dynamic flipped almost overnight and i am no longer wanted, tension with roommate over something minor but it’s putting a lot of stress and anger on my partner which is in turn making me feel some strain in the relationship. The combination of all of this is so intense that i am seriously suicidal. I haven’t felt this hopeless in years and im worried getting worse. I spiral really bad (magical thinking ocd) and with think myself into a pit so deep i end up in the ER. I’m just scared and feel stuck and lost