Lost my baby boy yesterday.
Two years ago i thought i’d lose him to kidney failure, but after months of treatment he managed to get better. Then, a few days ago he stopped wanting to eat and i thought it was due to stress (since it wasn’t uncommon). He was later hospitalized and being treated, but yesterday his potassium levels got really high and he went into cardiac arrest. I messaged the vet a few hours prior telling them to tell me if they considered i needed to go back and see him (i had already visited him that day) and only a few minutes before he went into cardiac arrest did they call to tell me “he probably will pass away before you get here”. I know they didn’t do it on purpose, but I’m obviously very sad. Everywhere i look i think “that’s were he used to sleep” “that’s were he used to eat”. He was only 4 years old, so i thought i’d have him for many more years. I don’t really know what to do with the pain i’m feeling. I’ll miss his hugs terribly.
(Obviously skipped many details but yeah..)