u/Aijin_26

I am feeling so much worse I never felt this bad in my life. Feels like my last days I think I am giving up. I just can't take this anymore why like wtf dude I hate myself I am experiencing panic attacks like the worst only daily being on medications fucks me up. I really wish I could die but take this pain. Can even sleep in middle of night iam getting up and just staring at the ceiling and judging my whole life. What I have done missing every one and my self also how I used to be I don't care guy to ho another one. I think I will die soon atleast hoping to comes soon

I know anyone won't wanna see this but hey if your reading this then thanks.

I need some a friend if you think we can talk dm me