Your personal onset of panic attacks?
Hey. I just wanted to know what kind of event \ or when specifically it all started? In my case the admiration of stimulant drugs has led to the appearance of panic attacks. Or better say, when I was using I never thought that the panic can actually occur when high (I thought that these two condradict each other).
Nevertheless, in May this year having experienced some traumatic event (basically betrayal) my brain just shut down one day and I even called an ambulance. I was afraid that I might have an overdose (or die) but suprisingly I got extemely calm in the ambulance (therefore the was no possibility of me dying, otherwise any physical symptoms would remain). After that I am basically living in panic 24\7. Some days get better, some days get worst but overall I don't even remember how my life looked like before. It's been only 2 months living like this, but feels like forever.
I am not using drugs anymore, but even when I do I see no direct connection to panic attacks anymore. It's like my body has learned \ remembered this state and regardless of me being sober or not I am still suffering.
I can only envy to people that don't experience panic attacks right now, seriously. This is like the worst thing that ever happened to me. Thank you.