TIRED OF HAVING THIS BODY (F, 18, 5'4, and 135 kg)
Hello po! Yes, you read my title right. I am only 18 years old pero I weigh 135 kg. Before pandemic, I weighed 90 kg and I gained weight due to my sedentary lifestyle. I was known as the big girl all my life. My family members body shame me and kids at the streets snicker at me whenerver I walk past. I have been scared of medicals especially sa school ko before cuz all they comment about is my weight but I understood their concern. Madalang lang menstruation ko since irregular ako due to my body. Usually kapag stressed lang ako nadadatnan. Atp, hinihinala ko na may PMOS ako. Ngayong bakasyon, kain, tulog nanaman ako. I want to loose weight para di mahirapan sa college lalo't sa Baguio ako mag-aaral (panay stairs and walk) and para na rin sa akin para maging healthy ako and I can be confident. Gusto kong mag gym pero nahihiya ako since malaki ako and may mga makakakilala saakin sa gym (introvert). Any advice/motivation for me to start?