I feel like im not good enough to transfer; HELP
Hey everyone. I graduated from a Continuation highschool early @ age 17, 1 year early. due to hating school and having severe social anxiety. I took a gap from school and started community college at age 25. I hated school and thought it was a waste of time & money, and thought school was bad etc. as I got older I realized education is everything and knowledge it power and school is COOL. so I attend a community college in Los Angeles. I picked Communications as my major because it involved public speaking. I put myself in uncomfortable situations because I want to OVERCOME my social anxiety. What better way than to major in communications and master my fear? I want to control fear, I don’t want fear to control me. I’m about to complete 1 year of 3 semesters (Summer, Fall, Spring). I also applied to be the Student Body President and I’m starting in 2 months. I’ve never had the grades though. Right now my gpa is a 2.8 (from Fall semester) I’m trying to bump it up past a 3.0 (after I complete this spring). After spring, I want to get into the honors program for next Fall. And take more than the average classes so that I finish my 2nd year and transfer on time.. however I feel like I’m not good enough for ANY college except CalState’s which I don’t mind but those are guaranteed admissions as long as you follow the Requirements which seems too easy for me. I’m ambitious and want to go to UC’s and Privates, I’m working class and I’m below the poverty level. I’m not worried about tuition though. I’m worried about ambition! That’s what financial aid is for. So my choice are: Standford, USC, UCLA, UC Berkeley (last option). Harvard and the rest of the Ivy League colleges. I only want Prestige, I come from nothing. Can anyone give me some advice?