Why did Allah make everything hard for me while he let others have everything at their feet? I don't wanna name all the things that are hardships for me but the crucial things like looks, height, muscle, money, love etc I don't have them. I can never get girls and nobody hires me for jobs and I can't build muscle at the gym and I'm average height and people call me ugly although I think I'm not. I fear I won't ever get genuine love as I'm just incompatible with people and can't build connections easily. I wonder how a woman can ever love me and stay faithful to me. I see how some bad women act and its scary to me because I don't want a woman like that in marriage but I fear that this is what I'll get. Nothing seems to go my way either, everytime I have a plan for the future it gets ruined in some way.
Why does Allah keep doing this to me? Alhamdulilah I have the basic needs like shelter, food, health etc but why can't I get anything that I want?
Is this all just a test to see if I stay religious? But why because i was religious mostly my whole life, but nothing was happening