u/Alive-Fee9585

Sometimes, I’m reflecting on wanting to do something anything in this household. I grew up without having to do any chores so I don’t know how to do a lot of things. My family hasn’t been the best as I prefer to stay in my room coming out occasionally. Though I don’t talk to anyone in my household unless they talk to me.

It doesn’t feel safe emotionally to express anything. Although I do things in my room, like write, journal, play video games, read articles or watch movies. Since I’m out of school since a few weeks ago it was the last day for seniors for my school. I don’t know what’s causing me not to do anything and I wonder if there’s more behind it.

When I’m bored I write poetry and play video games.