Being more descriptive to my partner’s appearance
I’m trans \\\[35F\\\] and my partner is cis \\\[31F\\\]. We have been together for a couple of months now and we have really fallen in love with each other. However, when we were talking the other night, I had said I wanted her to feel wanted and loved by me and I want to facilitate a space for that. She then told me that tho she loves me, she doesnt feel wanted. Going more into that she told me I dont say what I miss about her physically (we are long distance) and she likes specifics and being descriptive, past just generic “You’re so beautiful” for example. She wants to know what I find beautiful about her, how I want her sexually, and asking for nudes ect. But the problem is I have Autism and it can be hard for me to be specific with descriptions and its really stressing me out. I deeply desire her and want her, so it took me back when I heard her say that. Any advice would be really appreciated. I want her to feel desired and know I find her insanely attractive because I do!