Rather niche question about anorexia and HRT
I am a 20 year old trans woman who has been on HRT for about 4-5 months so far. Current doses are 4mg estradiol, 100mg progesterone, 150mg spironolactone, each QD p.o. I am 5' 6.5", and 103lbs.
My anorexia has gotten much worse in the last 2 months, and I am worried about what this will do in terms of fat distribution. When I am able to convince myself to gain weight again, I want it to be in my chest, hips, butt, etc., but I have heard that fat redistribution stops after a certain point. If I don't gain weight until this point, will I have gone too far to get feminine fat distribution?
I'm also worried that if I bring this up with my ND she might take me off HRT or lower my doses, which idk if I could handle mentally. Any advice would help greatly <3