We broke up it literally changed every aspect of my life.
So, I was in the 11th end at that time , almost made one year of our relationship but then her head spun because of her bsf (male) who gaslighted against me , saying i was cheating and we broke up on January 29th 2023. After a few days I got a fever which recovered afterwards but later this week i got a typhoid stage 3 so i was in ICU at that time , and by the time of discharge i had final exams , so i had to study too, which literally gave me so much pressure, depression and anxiety, i started eating coffee powders just to stay awake at night for study, i ate whole jar of coffee in 2 weeks which later caused me neurological disorder namely JME and Atonic LGS so i was back at bed again 😂😂, then my 3 whole months of april, may and june were wasted no sign of studying for my 12th or jee then those medicines which i used to eat for my neuro condition became overdose to me so i started sleeping for 16-18 hours straight in a day which literally took another july , and between this i also got chicken pox in may ( forgot to tell you about) and i was sent to study in diffrent study forgot to tell you about this too, so when of this was happening i expected my homeboy to help me through the issues but he didn't, which made me realise that i don't have love , friend, health and it was same for family too , i was all broken and depressed even tried to cut my wrist for suicide but the knife was dull .( yha bhi kismat kharab bc!!!! ) then after less problematic August and September then in october when she came back again , so we got together again after a week of argument, then in December i got pre boards, where i had to give retests cause of my attendance which literally shattered me in academic aspect too, then again i fell ill in January, so i was fucked up again, in feb she again started feuding with me again, and then said she needs brake , and then came back again ( god she loved to traumatize me ) and then we slowed down on our feuds and started a normal relationship but then again my family decided to give a drop year for health and academic concerns, i told her , i would be less available she said she'd be alright then when i came back on ig i gave her a text she was talking to me in a very off manner and was taking about breakup , i was serious but she was not , i had so many problems that time so i just gave up on her i cried but i accepted, so she texted me again saying sorry and all but it was already over, but she texts me still after 2 years if breakup from 10th of October to 7 th of may on my birthday, she never lets me live happily she know i love her the most and still she comes back to put salt on me , because of it I'm not coming in relationship either cause i don't want another person to see me like this , because of her , i want to heal and then date so i could other happy too. So in the end , till 11th to drop , My social, academic, family, health every aspect changed and it feels like I'm all alone , sometimes i feel , there should be some girl who would and save me from this .(depression princess reverse 😂😂).