My 6 month old baby fell from the bed and he is okay but now I want to die
Tonight I put him on the bed, and I turned away for literally a second. And he fell down. It's 60 cm. He seems fine, he settled, he nursed normally, his eyes followed the toy, he grabbed the toy, my face.. Stuffed his face with his hands and feet... I read SO MUCH about not leaving your baby unattended and.. but I was RIGHT there, a literal step away and I usually always have my hand on him ... I feel useless as a mother, I hate myself and I am so afraid. Just chocolate and coca cola, because fuck it all.
Edit: oh my god. Thank you so much, to all of you. For your reassurance, stories and everything. What an amazing community. ❤️ Little dude seems fine so far, he is sleeping, no throw up, no relentless cryin, moving from his back to his side and so forth and so forth... I'm just staring at him in his crib like . Thank you all again, very much. You made this mess of a mom feel a lot better.