A few weeks ago, I posted here about my initial experience working with Duke Bune, and I want to thank the users who gave me their advice and moral support. After the first rituals, I started discovering signs and reached a point where everything felt empty and silent. I want to share an update and see if you can advise me. There came a point where I felt like everything had failed. The rituals felt empty; I no longer perceived his presence, I had no dreams or signs. I was exhausted and disappointed. I literally went to sleep one night feeling like a complete failure. The next day, I was promoted to an administrative position. Out of nowhere. Without even asking for it at that moment. An office, a computer, air conditioning. Exactly what I had put in my written request for the first ritual. But then came the chaos. The position isn't official; I'm on a two-month probationary period, and during that time, I won't receive a raise. And to make matters worse, right on my days off, they forced me to work shifts of up to 15 hours to resolve enormous discrepancies I inherited from my previous position. They threatened to keep me from my university exams if I didn't finish, and on top of that, they docked my pay for Saturdays without overtime pay. Just when I thought everything would be alright, I stumbled upon the most chaotic environment I've ever experienced. Now I see it differently. I think Bune fulfilled the request exactly as I made it, but this job isn't the final destination. It's a stepping stone. And that's what I told him in my last ritual, honestly and without fear.
Has anyone experienced something similar?
Am I doing something wrong?
Do you think it's some kind of test or something?