Newbie post
So basically I’m trying to get back with a situationship who left me at a point in time that it has affected me mentally I can’t eat, sleep, function as a normal human being without being anxious as well as has left me with couple of legal barriers which do not allow me to contact till a certain court hearing day. She is my soulmate we share a lot of qualities same however, the separation was only one way I had no say at all in it so ever since I have tried paying people to cast spells and I have tried casting spells myself now idk if any has worked because no movement maybe because of my own thoughts and dreams about the person.
Recently have moved towards the 72 demons of magick by Gordon winterfield and I am finding it bit hard to understand exactly what to do. If anyone who is knowledgeable enough and would like to enlighten me down this road please text me but not in moralising way. I know what I’m asking for I have even made a list of potential demons I want to ask a favour from I just need some level of guidance from someone experienced that’s all.
Also open to any other rituals for me to win back my SP, though it sounds cringe but the heart wants what it wants sorry.
Please do not moral police me.