First contact with King Paimon and pact
Hi. I decided to perform the first ritual with King Paimon and make a pact. I want to share with you my signs and events. Within 5 days of starting to think about it, my appetite simply disappeared. I often craved unhealthy food, even though I’m a vegan, and I started living almost on water and one fruit a day, but I had a lot of energy. I successfully completed all the tasks and even did a thorough house cleaning like I’d never done before.
But there were more signs: I was on a train and saw a burning cemetery, I swear.
Suddenly, later I found out that it would be better to perform the ritual on Sunday, which meant I had just one day to sew the sigil and prepare everything needed. It felt like a challenge.
I prepared thoroughly for the ritual and drew a portrait of the paimon in semi‑realism for the first time, even though my style had always been purely cartoonish; I sewed the sigil from beads and prepared the pact and the altar as beautifully and regally as possible — just as he would like it. The ritual took place. Sometimes I spoke quietly, and I always stared at the sheet with the prompts; sometimes I mispronounced words and read them poorly. Sometimes I mixed up the steps of the ritual and repeated the phrases to him.
Will he not be offended? Was everything fine? I even pricked my finger twice because of my anxiety.
And later I noticed that one candle near the offerings had burned for a very long time — 2 hours after the ritual — and later it burned through the plastic table of the altar, but the fabric was fine. What does it mean?
That night, I dreamed that I went to study without removing the altar, and in the middle of the day I remembered that my mom was at home and might see it. So I went home. I ran away. My family has different views, and I might seem like a Satanist to them. In any case. What do you think?
I will be glad to hear your thoughts!