u/Substantial-Oil8131

I am talking from a sensitive perspective and a very desperate spot. Which infernal that protects animal in personal experiences comes quickly? I dont have a connection with any of them, neither Barbatos or Camio,Decarabia etc.
My mom in a way or another abandoned alone at my parents home the dogs cats and the rest of the farm. She will go to feed them twice a day, but i am very worried for them because i care deeply and i cant go twice a day because i live in the town and it hard with the rural buses( i could go once a week). I am desperate and i cried all day, any experience and suggestions help.

I dont know how to formulate in order to not sound lazy or lost. I recently changed the environment, i moved out and a lot of big changes happened, now the issue is that i lost my spiritual cord in a way. I recently started to sleep talking as my fiancée explained and i say repeatedly one of my guides name which is Prince Seere in my sleep meanwhile the other phrases are “be aware” “be careful “ yelling Seere’s name and saying “come here”. This is a matter that concern me. I moved from rural where i was fully aware of spirits, i had a quite good practice, i could hear my spirits, remember my dreams and so, now i cant, the only thing is feeling watched but thats it. Which takes me to being lost in my practice because i dont have the forest or my animals, i dont feel in tune with anything because i no longer live in the rural since i was a child (i am not complaining i appreciate the help i got and that i moved out) but i am lost. Now the thing upseting me is that since i moved out my dogs started to get ill, first was my girl which had to go thru surgery (everything was well and the cost was very low luckily somehow) and now my other one is having a cold which is concerning because the vet has been at my parents more than I’ve been since i left, beside that my parents had the bad luck to grt invested with bedbugs but the house is old so it may be from that. The house was protected as long as i lived there and the animals as well and now i feel powerless. The cherry on the top is my grandma that practices witchcraft and who is spying on my relationship. Everytime i visit she asks me the same question “You two fight a lot dont you?” which is right but we didn’t told anyone and solve the conflict with each other. Secondly she always puts pressure on “I dont like that your mother lives now alone” hinting that it not safe because of the local bear and that it a long way until my dad comes home. There’s pressure, and a lot of anxieties i cant fix because i lost my job even tho i am covered with the money for another months and university exams ahead. I feel lost and any advice would help, a heads up , anything, because i dont know if it’s desperation or a help call anymore. I miss the connections i made and i feel that while awake i cant reach them.

Offered white wine as am offering but i did it like some do with food, drinking it while giving it to them. The problem was : i got instantly drunk (yes I ATE) and entered the first time in years the most relaxed I’ve ever been. ( i am grounded and FEED) how i should see this? Have anyone experienced this?

Discussions about the western and the vedic charts in order to work with divines have been discussed. But I recently started to look into the Hellenic one and its very complex (i cant fully understand it yet) as well so i was wondering if anyone have included it in it practice or atleast studied it with the infernal divine. I guess the Lot of the spirit may also show guardians, best fits to work with in careers, love life etc. because astrology can be very helpful in works with ancestors and spirits.