Pan and Azazel
While I know this is a purely demonolatry-focused sub, bear with me.
I was about 3 or 4, way before I was introduced to our local religion (islam), that I met the satyr. he was exactly that, a satyr as described old hellenic texts and as people depicted him. It was in my building's elevator engine room and behind him was completely dark. Black.
I made some research recently and Azazel came up and I felt Something. I did more research, looked up more available information about him. Then I learned that he is known as the Dark Lord, Lord of Darkness, etc. And somewhere I've read that he, upon meeting him, wakes up the sleeping side of the soul. I forgot the source. But it felt very right because simply, I was forever changed with that "meeting" or "revelation". I was a muslim for 14 years of my life, and upon abandoning it and moving on from it, it was the occult and esotericism. No way I'm claiming to be knowledgeable, for my knowledge is very limited.
Yesterday I passed out while intoxicated on cannabis, "greened-out", and I woke up in woods. At first it was easy to see the green of the treets, the shining of an invisible sun, the blueness of the sky which felt far more pure than any sky I walked beneath. Then very very suddenly, there was darkness. And if I knew that the Darkness wasn't something to be immediately worried about, my instincts weren't triggered by any hint of danger. I started asking question and walking forward, and at some point someone was walking besides me and it was a satyr, not much different than the one I met but he revealed himself to me as Pan. No word was exchanged I heard no voice, only an exchange of thoughts, questions and answers. And it kept going on and walking deeper and deeper. I asked (not anyone in particular) about the darkness and it was Azazel's Mist which hides the idea of safety (which I knew it was safe) and that with the Mist was hidden wisdom. absolute ancient wisdom. Then I woke up sharply from that.... state of trance. I couldn't remember much of it, it was too specific to be a random dream since it answered a lot of questions I had regarding, first, the identity of the satyr, Pan. And two, after realizing the darkness behind him, Azazel. Azazel didn't take a describe-able appearance, just a mist hiding the shining of the moon, visible beneath the dark dark mist in the sky.
The picture above was the last thing from my point of view I remembered. The question mark next to the figure, me, is because I was sure I wasn't in a human body, if a body at all. But that's it.
Please let me know if you have something to clarify, and I thank you for reading.