I'm hopeless
I'll just be honest with y'all. I'm hopeless because I keep falling into the same sin again. I'm a born and raised christian and I've had a problem with porn for 3 years now and it seems as no matter what I do – and I understand I cannot do it through my strength – it just can't get better. And I've tried EVERY advice I could find online – from praying the Jesus prayer everytime I get tempted, to not being idle, to having a phone detox. I even told it to a friend from church who stuggled with porn for a long time, and no hate to him, I love how he was patient with me, he just didn't help honestly. I have a relationship with Jesus, I am going to church and youth group and other events constantly but I just feel like I live a double life. Only like 2 people in my life know about the addiction and just... I don't know anymore. Help me