[TOMT] Horror manga about a man who's killed repeatedly by a demon but starts to fall in love with it because he's a terrible person.
Hello! First time poster, need a bit of help.
I learned about it's existence in about 2020 but I believe it has been completed since then. i haven't read the series personally but I am looking to now.
What details I know is that the story is described as a man who finds himself in hell or some other demon realm and meets a non-gendered/genderfluid shapeshifting monster. It tortures him for a while but he realizes he's into it and towards the end it reveals the reason he's in hell in the first place is that he's into some genuinely really bad stuff.
From my memory the guy looked less like your standard shonen protagonist and more like an average salary man in his late 20's to early 30's. The demon looked like a standard "beautiful person", almost to an uncanny extent. Nothing like big scary eyes or a creepy smile, but more like a mannequin. Not completely sure but I want to say it's face never really changed but it's body would morph into all kinds of monsters.
My synopsis could be completely wrong given how long it's been since I thought about it and the fact that my only interaction with the story is from a video essay comparing it with what I think was Hazbin Hotel? It was a really interesting time for me.
Apologies for the vague descriptor, if I have any new information I will leave an update in the comments! I also apologize if my formatting for this post is way off, first time actually using reddit since 2021.